Aaron Security

i thought i agreed.

Because, I'm on my way to hell.
Well, I try, God knows that I try.



Come 7pm tonight, I will officially be completely done with Pace University.
Hallefuckinlujah.

im back in buffalo for another 4.5 weeks or so. i need to keep myself super busy so the time flies. i miss john a lot already. i hope im not being annoying, i just really miss him. i have feelings for him like i havent had in a while and im afraid he doesnt reciprocate them and that his will dwindle over these 5.5 weeks. buffalo drags me down so hard. makes me so paranoid and unhappy.

i got my wisdom teeth out today. the anesthetiologist played john mayer while she gassed me hha. the iv wasnt awful because i was gassed and relaxed but it still sucked. i just dont like needles and my forearm. my mouth hurts a lot but the swelling has gone down a lot and im almost done bleeding. im afraid to chew and get stuff in the sockets of course. i hope nothing goes wrong and i just heal. itd be better if i had people to hang out with here and comfort me and my boyfriend maybe who wont come visit me here p.s.

So when you ask "Is something wrong?"
I think "You're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now.



I promise, I will tell you....eventually.